- Barefoot Bob HardisonBorn: August 8th, 1933Sobriety Date: February 28th, 1974Died: January 31st, 2009
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Ch. 2- There Is A Solution
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Ch. 4- We Agnostics
Ch. 5- How It Works
Ch. 6- Into ActionCh. 7- Working With OthersCh. 8- To Wives
Ch. 9- The Family Afterward
Ch.10- To Employers
Ch.11- A Vision For You Foreword
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Spiritual ExperienceJoe and Charlie Big Book study - Recorded in 1998Audio files are in mp3 format and may take several minutes to load. The movies in AVI format will take about 90 minutes to load on a high speed Internet connection before you can view them or you can download them to your computer and begin watching them immediately.To listen to these audio files now, click the double blue arrow image under the "Play" column. You need to have Windows Media Player and/orQuick Time installed on your system in order to hear the files in the following browsers. (This method of playing the files may not work on all systems. They have been tested successfully, byorder of popularity, in #1. Firefox, #2. Google Chrome, #3. Internet Explorer, #4. Opera, #6. Maxthon, and #7. Flock on a Windows based system. Audio files will not play in #5. Safari)To save these mp3 audio files to your computer, right click on the link, then choose: "Save Target As..." saving the file to a destination folder on your computer, or click here to download all in one zip file.Play PartDiscussionLengthFile size119 min 37 sec4.49 mb217 min 52 sec4.08 mb319 min 17 sec4.41 mb414 min 58 sec3.42 mb522 min 19 sec5.11 mb624 min 54 sec5.70 mb79 min 51 sec2.25 mb826 min 14 sec6.00 mb925 min 26 sec5.78 mb1023 min 28 sec5.37 mb1117 min 24 sec3.98 mb1212 min 59 sec2.97 mb1320 min 53 sec4.78 mb1412 min 42 sec2.90 mb1520 min 28 sec4.68 mb1617 min 29 sec4.00 mb1728 min 01 sec6.41 mb1832 min 16 sec7.38 mb197 min 15 sec1.66 mb2020 min 15 sec4.63 mb2127 min 07 sec6.20 mb2215 min 23 sec3.52 mb2313 min 37 sec3.12 mb2431 min 24 sec7.18 mb2522 min 33 sec5.16 mb2625 min 57 sec5.94 mb277 min 28 sec1.70 mb2815 min 16 sec3.49 mb2913 min 46 sec3.15 mb309 min 27 sec2.16 mb3129 min 45 sec6.81 mb328 min 34 sec1.96 mb3317 min 17 sec3.95 mb3416 min 33 sec3.79 mbDownload the 'Big Book' as a Windows Helpfile
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Talks by Father MartinClick here to download all in one zip file.Play_#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Father Martin -giving his 'Chalk Talk' 82 min 25 sec14.2 mb2Father Martin -'Twelve Steps' 53 min 56 sec37.0 mb3Father Martin -'Feelings' 68 min 53 sec47.2 mb4Father Martin -'His Story' 69 min 48 sec15.9 mbALCOHOLICS_ANONYMOUS - this is a large print of the Big Book as a pdf file. This file was created by and sent to me by Major1212major1212@pobox.com
Talks by Father John DoeClick here to download all in one zip file.Play_#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Father John Doe -speaking on resentment #1 13 min 37 sec1.55 mb2Father John Doe -speaking on resentment #2 16 min 48 sec1.92 mb3Father John Doe -speaking on resentment #3 16 min 28 sec1.88 mb4Father John Doe -speaking on sanity #1 13 min 21 sec1.52 mb5Father John Doe -speaking on sanity #2 13 min 18 sec 1.52 mb A Study Guide to the AA Big Book -by Ken W.
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Sandy B. - Saturday Morning Live
Sandy B. of Washington, DC speaking at the Saturday Morning Live Group in Washington, DC in Jan., Feb. and Mar. 1994
Click here to download all in one zip file. This download includes all 16 talks, on this page, by Sandy B.PlayPartDiscussionLengthFile size1Step 1 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 01/01/94 40 min 13 sec4.7 mb2Step 2 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 01/08/94 44 min 17 sec5.1 mb3Step 3 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 01/15/94 45 min 02 sec5.2 mb4Step 4 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 01/22/94 37 min 47 sec4.4 mb5Step 5 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 01/29/94 45 min 08 sec5.2 mb6Step 6 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 02/05/94 44 min 07 sec5.1 mb7Step 7 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 02/12/94 43 min 52 sec5.1 mb8Step 8 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 02/19/94 45 min 10 sec5.2 mb9Step 9 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 02/26/94 43 min 57 sec5.1 mb10Step 10 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 03/05/94 44 min 43 sec5.2 mb11Step 11 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 03/12/94 44 min 18 sec5.1 mb12Step 12 -Sat. Morning Live Group, Washington, DC - 03/19/94 45 min 11 sec5.2 mb
Other talks by Sandy B. of Washington, D.C.Play_#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Sandy B. -speaking at Maryland State Convention - 1998 46 min 30 sec10.7 mb2Sandy B. -speaking at the 28th Gopher State Roundup - May 25th - 27th 2001 61 min 20 sec14.1 mb3Sandy B. -speaking at Sunlight of the Spirit in York, PA - August 17th 2001 53 min 58 sec12.3 mb4Sandy B. -speaking on the topic of "Spiritual Principles" in Merietta, GA - October 2002 57 min 10 sec13.0 mbDownload Random Big Book quotes for Windows
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Sister Ignatia Gavin and A.A.Sister Ignatia Gavin, a tiny Irish-American nun, helped initiate medical treatment for alcoholics in Akron. It is estimated that during her career,Sister Ignatia helped over 10,000 alcoholics.Click here to download all in one zip file.Play_#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Sister Ignatia -1947 28 min 46 sec6.58 mb2Sister Ignatia -aslo know as: Angel of Alcoholics Anonymous 31 min 09 sec7.13 mbDownload 'Fourth Step Inventory' (ZIP-PDF)
Guide includes worksheets to help you complete this important step.Download here, follow your browsers prompts to install. This download is in .zip format. You must have an unzip program such asWinzip to unzip the file.Play _#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Ann P. -Speaking in El Paso 68 min 10 sec12.1 mb2Ann P. -Speaking in Orange, CA March 1st 1998 59 min 35 sec10.3 mb'Diary of Two Motorcycle Hobos' (HTML) *
A Diary by Lois Wilson — Bill and Lois — their journey up and down the east coast of the United States, from Thursday, April 16, 1925 to Monday, April 12, 1927 - Wilson, Lois, Copyright © Ellie van V., 1998 All rights reserved. No part of this work covered by the copyright hereon may be reproduced or used in any form or by any means. All Copyright, Publisher, Printing, as well as contact information, is included in this Read me text file. (Please be sure to read the _Read me.txt file first before openning: diary_index.html)* Diary of Two Motorcycle Hobos made available here for research and historical purposes only.* The Stepping Stones Foundation demanded that I remove the above from this site. Diary of Two Motorcycle Hobos is no longer available from silkworth.net for historical and research purposes."My Name is Bill W." -The MovieA Garner-Duchow Productions. Starring James Woods as Bill Wilson, James Garner as Dr. Bob Smith and JoBeth Williams as Lois Wilson. If you have difficulty in viewing this movie, then right click on the link and then choose, "Save Target As" and save the file to your computer so you can view the movie in a Video Player of your choosing. You could also download the free VLC Media Player which seems to work very good. Movie quality: Excellent_#_MovieLengthFile size1My Name is Bill W. -The true story of the founding of Alcoholics Anonymous 100 min699 mb
"When Love Is Not Enough: The Lois Wilson Story"A Hallmark Hall of Fame Movie. Starring Winona Ryder as Lois Wilson, Barry Pepper as Bill Wilson, Adam Greydon Reid as Ebby Thatcher. If you have difficulty in viewing this movie, then right click on the link and then choose, "Save Target As" and save the file to your computer so you can view the movie in a Video Player of your choosing. Movie quality: Excellent2When Love Is Not Enough: The Lois Wilson Story 97 min701 mb
Bill Wilson and Dr. Bob Smith
(cofounders of Alcoholics Anonymous)
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Click here to download all in one zip file of Dr. Bob.Play _#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Bill W. and Dr. Bob S. -1st International Convention, Cleveland, Ohio 1950 68 min 46 sec11.9 mb2Bill W. -speaking in Atlanta, Georgia 1951 73 min 42 sec12.7 mb3Bill W. -speaking at the 3rd General Service Convention 59 min 44 sec10.3 mb4Bill W. -The Spiritual Experience - It's a Matter of Grace - Recorded in 1966 42 min 12 sec19.4 mb5Bill W. -telling the history of the Big Book 66 min 09 sec11.4 mb6Bill W. -talking on the 12 Traditions of Alcoholics Anonymous 59 min 29 sec27.3 mb7Bill W. -speaking on A.A.'s Three Legacies [Part 1] 42 min 51 sec19.6 mb8Bill W. -speaking on A.A.'s Three Legacies [Part 2] 42 min 51 sec19.6 mb9Bill W. -speaking at the Oklahoma State Conference in Oklahoma City, OK - May 1951 45 min 42 sec10.4 mb10Bill W. -2nd Talk Dallas TX 2-1951 114 min 10 sec26.1 mb11Bill W. -speaking at the 18th Anniversary Dinner NY 11-10-52 43 min 23 sec9.93 mb12Bill W. -speaking at the 20th Anniversary Dinner NY 11-9-1954 62 min 58 sec14.4 mb13Bill W. -1947 18 min 22 sec4.20 mb14Bill W. -Intoduction of Sam Shoemaker at St Louis MO 7-1-55 33 min 29 sec7.66 mb15Bill W. -speaking at the Cleveland OH 1st International 1950 73 min 14 sec16.7 mb16Bill W. -speaking at Will Roger Auditorium Ft Worth TX 6-13-1954 84 min 12 sec19.2 mb17Bill W. -Reading HOW IT WORKS 5 min 30 sec1.26 mb18Bill W. -speaking in Memphis, TN 9-20-1947 117 min 32 sec26.9 mb19Bill W. -Texas State Conference 1954 talk about the book . . . 77 min 37 sec17.7 mb20Bill W. -Texas State Conference Dallas TX 1951 Part 1 of 2 56 min 28 sec12.9 mb21Bill W. -Texas State Conference Dallas TX 1951 Part 2 of 2 56 min 36 sec12.9 mb22Sister Ignatia -speaking about Dr. Bob 32 min 11 sec7.36 mb23Dr. Bob -from Akron, OH, Sister Ignatia from Akron, OH and Bill W. from New York, NY - April 1947 88 min 09 sec20.1 mb24Dr. Bob -on the early days of Alcoholics Anonymous 50 min 42 sec5.8 mb25Dr. Bob -His Last Talk 4 min 11 sec492 kb_1_Lois Wilson -speaking in West Virginia at the 38th SE Conference, 1982 Play _#_DiscussionLengthFile size1Clarence Snyder -from Cleveland, OH - 1966 78 min 04 sec17.9 mb2Clarence Snyder -11th Step Retreat, Camp Monroe Retreat 07/15/1975 77 min 05 sec8.8 mb3Clarence Snyder -Giving a history talk in 1975. 88 min 05 sec10.0 mb4Clarence Snyder -How It Works talk in 1982 73 min 35 sec8.4 mbABC Page 60 from the Big Book of AA
Barefoot's Recovery Site Main Indexon Barefoot's Recovery SiteRecovery PagesABC Page 60 from the Big Book of AA
Barefoot's Recovery Site Main IndexIndex of Little Known AA History Articles
on Barefoot's Recovery SiteLet's Ask Bill W.
Answers to a lot of QuestionsThe Wolves Within
A Grandfather TeachingThe Varieties of Religious Experience
By William JamesThe Twelve Steps Of Alcoholics Anonymous And Related Scripture
(For Those Folks of a Christian Bent Who Might Be Curious to Know)Always Remember The Motto Of The Society Of Childlike Persons
It Is Never Too Late To Have A Happy Childhood!!
Certificate of the Right to Play (Boy)
Certificate of the Right to Play (Girl) Parental rights and responsibilities
What is parental responsibility?
All mothers and most fathers have legal rights and responsibilities as a parent - known as ‘parental responsibility’.If you have parental responsibility, your most important roles are to:- provide a home for the child
- protect and maintain the child
You’re also responsible for:- disciplining the child
- choosing and providing for the child’s education
- agreeing to the child’s medical treatment
- naming the child and agreeing to any change of name
- looking after the child’s property
Parents have to ensure that their child is supported financially, whether they have parental responsibility or not.Parental responsibility for separated parents
If you have parental responsibility for a child but you don’t live with them, it doesn’t mean you have a right to spend time with your children. However, the other parent must include you when making important decisions about their lives.You don’t always need to get the consent of the other parent for routine decisions, even if they also have parental responsibility.If it’s a major decision (for example, one of you wants to move abroad with your children) both parents with responsibility must agree in writing.You can apply for a Specific Issue Order or Prohibited Steps Order if you can’t agree. A judge will then make a decision which is in your children’s best interests.You must make sure your children are financially supported, whether you have parental responsibility or not.You can get help to arrange contact with your children.The Spirituality of Imperfection Quotes
One of the disconcerting and delightful teaching of the master was: "God is closer to sinners than to saints."
This is how he explained it: " God in heaven holds each person by a string. When you sin you cut the string. then God ties it up again, making a knot-and therby bringing you a little closer to him. Again and again your sins cut the string-and with each further knot God keeps drawing you closer and closer.The question "Who am I?" really asks, "Where do I belong or fit?" We get the sense of that "direction" -- the sense of moving toward the place where we fit, or of shaping the place toward which we are moving so that it will fit us -- from hearing how others have handled or are attempting to handle similar (but never exactly the same) situations. We learn by listening to their stories, by hearing how they came (or failed) to belong or fit.
Humor, humility, humanity … we cannot work on one without working on the others. We cannot have one without having the others. To attend to any one of the three begins the process of bringing us home—home to ourselves, to the mixed-up-ed-ness of our human be-ing. Home is the place where we can be ourselves and accept ourselves as both good and bad, beast and angel, saint and sinner. Home is the place where we can laugh and cry, where we can find some peace within all the chaos and confusion, where we are accepted and, indeed, cherished by others precisely because of our very mixed-upedness. Home is that place where we belong, where we fit precisely because of our very unfittingness. Humility allows us to find the fittingness in our own imperfection.
I’m Not All-Right, and You’re Not All-Right, But That’s Okay—THAT’S All-Right
But through the centuries a recurring spiritual theme has emerged, one that is more sensitive to earthly concerns than to heavenly hopes. This spirituality—the spirituality of imperfection—is thousands of years old. And yet it is timeless, eternal, and ongoing, for it is concerned with what in the human being is irrevocable and immutable: the essential imperfection, the basic and inherent flaws of being human. Errors, of course, are part of the game. They are part of our truth as human beings. To deny our errors is to deny ourself, for to be human is to be imperfect, somehow error-prone. To be human is to ask unanswerable questions, but to persist in asking them, to be broken and ache for wholeness, to hurt and to try to find a way to healing through the hurt.
Spirituality is one of those realities that you have only so long as you seek it; as soon as you think you have it, you’ve lost it. In rediscovering this basic spiritual insight, the earliest members of Alcoholics Anonymous tapped the essence of open-endedness that characterizes a spirituality of imperfection. Spirituality is boundless, unable to be fenced in: We do not capture it; it captures us. As much as we might like to “wrap things up,” to lock spirituality in and hold it fast, it will forever escape our grasp.
The search for spirituality is, first of all, a search for reality, for honesty, for true speaking and true thinking. At least from the time of the Delphic oracle’s first admonition, Know thyself, the arch-foe of spirituality has been recognized to be “denial”—the self-deception that rejects self by attempting to repudiate the essential paradox that is our human be-ing.
The message of all spirituality is that, in some mysterious way, we are all one—that therefore the joy and the sorrow of any one of us is the joy and the sorrow of all of us.
My dear, do you want forgiveness … or an explanation?
For women and men, for alcoholics and non-alcoholics, spirituality is one of those realities that we have only so long as we seek it; as soon as we stop seeking, we stop finding; as soon as we think we’ve got it, we’ve most certainly lost it.
The remedy for “keeping something to oneself” is not “letting it all hang out,” which is a modern-day perversion of pervasiveness.
who think of themselves as “spiritual rather than religious” tend to equate religion with belief, and therefore with doctrine and authority; with
The spiritual teachers universally recognized as “great” did not give commandments nor did they impose their way of life on others. They knew that when any “map” was mistaken for the territory, it became more hindrance than help. And so they invited their followers to question the handed-down maps by making available their own maps—their own stories. Rather than trying to tell their listeners’ stories, rather than imposing interpretation, the sages and saints told the kind of stories that invited identification.
Listening to stories and telling them helped our ancestors to live humanly—to be human. But somewhere along the way our ability to tell (and to listen to) stories was lost. As life speeded up, as the possibility of both communication and annihilation became ever more instantaneous, people came to have less tolerance for that which comes only over time.
We modern people are problem-solvers, but the demand for answers crowds out patience—and perhaps, especially, patience with mystery, with that which we cannot control.
The Spirituality of Imperfection
We claim spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.Bill W.By Roger C.If you were a member of AA and woke up tomorrow morning inspired to write a book about the spirituality of AA and the 12 Steps you might want to call it The Spirituality of Imperfection.But you would be too late. Ernest Kurtz and Katherine Ketcham already wrote a book by that name in 1992.And it’s a truly wonderful book.Early on the dilemma faced by a human being is bluntly described:…the haunting sense of incompleteness, of being unfinished, that comes from the reality of living on this earth as part and yet also not-part of it. For to be human is to be incomplete, yet yearn for completion; it is to be uncertain, yet long for certainty; to be imperfect, yet long for perfection; to be broken yet crave wholeness.From my first memories, I felt broken. My solution was to self-medicate. I used alcohol and supplemented that with prescription drugs. I more or less thought it worked. I didn’t think that there were solutions other than anaesthesia.I personally discovered, however, that alcoholism is a progressive disease. I crashed and burned; unless I stopped I would die. As non-functional as I was at that time, I knew I had to stop.Enter AA.Or to put it more accurately, that’s when I entered the rooms of AA. And there I found fellowship, a program of recovery and stories. More about the stories later…The 12 Step program of recovery, when I thought about the steps and the program, meant one thing to me, and one thing only: I had to change. There was a remedy for my alcoholism and that was growth. My acceptance was all about acknowledging that and embracing the willingness to do the work. It’s like Bob Dylan put it, “he not busy being born is busy dying,” in his song, It’s Alright, Ma (I’m Only Bleeding).I needed to be reborn as a sober individual and AA understood that.So, you might ask, what does this have to do with The Spirituality of Imperfection?A few things.First, these are the kind of thoughts you are likely to have reading this book.And second, anyone who has struggled with the fourth step understands that we don’t start out perfect. And The Spirituality of Imperfection tells us another thing that we ought to know, especially if we have read the Big Book: we won’t end up perfect. As Bill put it, we “claim spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.” Kurtz and Ketcham describe this growth as a spiritual journey, a pilgrimage:The pilgrimage image suggests that the goal of this particular journey known as life is not to prove that we are perfect but to find some happiness, some joyful peace of mind in the reality of our own imperfection.The Spirituality of Imperfection is subtitled Storytelling and the Search for Meaning.When I first started going to AA meetings – I remember so well crying outside of the first meeting I ever attended – I didn’t understand why so many meetings had guest speakers that told stories which “disclosed in a general way what we used to be like, what happened, and what we are like now.”The telling of these stories is at the core of the standard format of AA open meetings, of course.And it’s the core of the AA “pilgrimage.” It’s the equivalent of a Google map from A (drunkenness) to B (a life of sobriety) by virtue of a small dose of honesty and an openness to change. As a result of these stories, the AA member is reminded again and again of the path, of the need to remap and reorient, and she or he is provided with examples of how others have managed to do exactly that.The book is divided into three sections. In the first part, it looks at the spirituality of imperfection as it has manifested itself in the past. As the authors note:A.A. taps into an ancient source of spiritual awareness, making available to modern men and women the long and rich tradition of the spirituality of imperfection.In the second part, how this spirituality is manifested in AA is explored.And finally, in the last section, key qualities of the spirituality of imperfection are explored. Some of these will not be unfamiliar to those who have spent time in the rooms of AA: gratitude, humility, tolerance and forgiveness.As is often said, AA is a spiritual program, not a religious one. There are no dogmas or absolutes. In AA “there are no absolutes but one: ‘I am not absolute,'” the authors write, quoting Bill W.Unlike religion, spirituality embraces the question and values the person who asks the question.And the spirituality of imperfection is not about the destination; it is about the path, the direction.I am reminded of a time I was talking to a Buddhist teacher and he said very enthusiastically, “Buddhism is only about pointing out the direction!” He waved and pointed, “There!” he said. “Downtown Toronto is that way!”The Spirituality of Imperfection, written by Ernie Kurtz and Katherine Ketcham is available on Amazon where it has 332 reviews! I got my copy at the Toronto Sunday Morning Men’s meeting.Keep coming back.Menu
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Soul Surgery now available in paperback! This manual on personal evangelism is the earliest Oxford Group text and offers much insight into the 12th step practice of working with others. Buy a copy here or read it free as a download below.
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Oxford Group books:
Soul Surgery by Howard Walter (pdf)
This book informed the practices of the Oxford Group. A concise manual for personal evangelism.What is the Oxford Group?, by A Layman with a Notebook (pdf)
A good introduction to the Four Absolutes, Quiet Time, and other Oxford Group practices
I Was a Pagan, by V.C. Kitchen (pdf)
Personal narrative and description of the Group by a member of the “Alcoholic Squadron”, a group of Oxford Group drunks that included Bill Wilson.
Philosophy of Courage by Philip Leon, with a foreword by Glenn F. Chesnut (pdf)
A careful, systematic explanation of the Group’s practices and beliefs by a philosopher. Includes an excellent introduction by AA Historian Glenn Chesnut. The intro alone makes a perfect introduction to the Group for alcoholics/addicts in recovery. (read forward online)
Other material:Unpublished NA 4th Step Guides (pdf)
Two guides to the 4th Step that were in early working manuscripts of the Basic Text and It Works. These excellent guides were sadly cut from the final drafts.
Becoming Recovered 1.0 an open source recovery text (pdf) (read an excerpt)
An “open source” recovery text. Describes a program based on the Big Book of AA, but in modern, accessible language. (read terms of use)SITE FEATURES
Manuscript Pages
Sample pages from the working manuscript of the Big Book of alcoholics anonymous
Time Line of 12 Step History
Articles describing the invention and development of the 12 Steps from the Oxford Group to the modern recovery movement. Gives historical background that supports the article “Three Views of Recovery.”ARTICLES
Three Views of Recovery
Describes three alternate, and not always complimentary, approaches to understanding the 12 Steps. You may have heard a variety of opinions in meetings about what the step are and how they work; this article should help explain these opinions. The time line above explains the historical roots of these different views.
The Program Is a Life Jacket, by Tom Powers
A discussion of the difference between the “fellowship” and the “program,” with a lot of other solid insight into the recovered life.Four Types of Moral Inventory
Examines the Four Absolutes, Big Book resentment inventory, the 4th Step described in the 12×12, and one of Hazelden’s guides to the 4th Step. Suggests there is a difference between “Ideal” and “Introspective” inventory writing.
God, as we understood him
Recovery narrative by the webmaster of this site, discussing his experience with “coming to believe”.
The Danger of a Great Experience, by Ebenezer MacMillian
Sermon from an Oxford Group member from South Africa.
How Bill Wilson Learned that the 12 Steps Work for Drug Addicts, Too
Excerpts and discussion of one of Bill Wilson’s talks in which he remember Dr. Tom, an alcoholic and drug addict who brought the program to North Carolina.
Keeping it Simple, by Tom P. Jr
A discussion of some of the major controversies surrounding the 12 Step program and how to keep things simple.
Gresham’s Law and Alcoholic’s Anonymous
An excellent critique of the state of modern AA from a historical, and spiritual, perspective. A must read for folks new to the history of the 12 steps. This entry provides links to several places where the article can be read online.
Spiritual Diagnosis, by Henry Drummond
Article by a forerunner of the Oxford Group. In this article, which was a source of inspiration for Soul Surgery (see above), he explains his approach to personal evangelism.
Progressive Big Book Sponsorship
Details several interviews with Big Book sponsors and their insights into the 12 Steps.
“You Shyster You!”: a brief biography of Jimmy K.
Tells the story of NA founder, Jimmy K, mostly in his own wordsHistory of the Beginner Classes, by Wally P
Reports on an early approach to introducing newcomers to the 12 Steps in four, short meetings.
The Story of Bill Pickle, by Frank Buchman
Founder of the Oxford Group tells the story of one of his formative experiences, his relationship with a bootlegger at Penn State.
Big Book Theology: We Agnostics and William James
Discusses the similarities between the discussion of God in the chapter “We Agnostics” and the pragmatic attitude toward religion taken by philosopher William JamesREVIEWS
Bill and Bob: the DVD of the play
Children of the Healer: Dr Bob’s Kids (book review)
Changed by Grace: V.C. Kitchen, the Oxford Group, and A.A. (book review)Share this:
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Notify me of new comments via email.matt on June 24, 2009 at 3:45 pm
Stepstudy.org, many thanks for your hard work and service.
THOMAS MAXA on August 27, 2009 at 11:42 am
Hi. I was very suprised to see Dick B and the Orange Papers together on your web-site. I do although think both perspectives are important. It’s just that the Orange Papers run across the grain of the rest of your web-site. Interesting.
Have a Blessed day,
TomJoe on September 5, 2009 at 7:17 pm
I really appreciate combining the Orange Paper opposition to AA so it can be studied and stand (or more likely fall) on its own comments, rather than third hand from those it offends. Contempt prior to invesitgation and all that.
Stepstudy.org is a new discovery for me and has quickly moved into my top five websites – not just recovery, but my top five websites, period.
Keep up the good work.Willie Burns on September 24, 2009 at 8:00 am
To try to help fellow AA members, I have set up a Website containing many , AA, Al-Anon, & Spiritual Speaker talks. The downloads are all FREE.
http://www.mediafire.com/sobrietyfirst
Willie BSteve on February 12, 2010 at 10:23 pm
Wow! What a collection Willie. Many many thanks my friend.
And thank you Stepstudy.org authors for a superb website.
And thank God I don’t have to obsess over a drink today because of the 12-Step solution.medguy1 on January 30, 2013 at 8:07 am
Thank you so much for sharing. we record speaker at my home group each week and also make them available on mediafire
Dick B. on November 14, 2009 at 3:21 pm
Sometimes you just have to hold your nose when you are in search of free expression of views and facts. I’d much rather see my site in company with Orange, history lovers, the Bobgans, and cult or cure than be constrained by some moderator’s view of what people in recovery ought or ought not to see or hear. Here’s for tolerance–not “moderation.”
miles on January 6, 2010 at 1:36 pm
Hi, some useful information about Orange Papers and the accuracy of its ‘research’. http://www.green-papers.org/
Enjoy the reading.vic p on February 12, 2010 at 6:14 pm
For People who want to stop drinking, by asking God for help, not picking up the first drink, and regular attendance of aa meetings, the success ratio is one hundred percent on any given day.
Dick B. on February 28, 2010 at 3:10 pm
Vic, on February 12, expressed a vew which could keep all serious AAs in the tent. It could also enable those who are Christians and appreciate the Original “old school” A.A. approach to do what I have done–stick with A.A., ask God’s help, refrain from drinking, and (yes) go to thousands of meetings. Above all, in the A.A. approach, to help the still suffering newcomer who is desperately seeking a way out. Why not let it go at that? Instead of grinding away at theology, religion, Bill’s shortcomings, and apologetics. God either is, or He isn’t–as Bill put it. And today there are lots in A.A. who will argue it either way. God Bless, Dick B.
Dick B. on June 12, 2010 at 8:55 pm
Soul Surgery was first published in India I believe. A copy was very expensive and hard to come by. I’d sure recommend it to anyone who wants to see the first significant Oxford Group book. It was penned by Walter, Wright, and Buchman in parts. It certainly lays out the five C’s which are the heart of the middle A.A. Steps. Good for Step Study in making it available now.
Linda in NH on October 6, 2010 at 9:32 am
What a wonderful resource! I’ve been sober and straight for almost 30 years, and just started to look at what’s online instead of reading my books – probably because there is no room left in the margins for notes lol! I’m excited to see that so much has developed and is available. Thank you for your hard work and dedication.
Marlin on October 19, 2010 at 11:50 am
Who wrote “Becoming Recovered” – it’s really, really well done.
Dick B. on December 5, 2010 at 9:59 pm
Linda’s remarks are heartwarming. It has been my experience in the last 10 years that the action is online. Not all good. Not all easy reading. Not all accurate. But offering such a wide variety of options that one could spend the rest of his or her life learning A.A. origins, history, founding, original program, and successes by clicking on google. The deluge of phone calls and emails I receive about questions and programs and books tells me people are surfing! Big time.
Dick B. on March 8, 2011 at 11:54 pm
Whenever one purports to write about the origins of A.A., it short-changes the article when so much emphasis is placed on the Oxford Group. There were in fact some sixteen influences on the A.A. program. And the discussion should start with the Bible, Quiet Time, conversion, reading of literature and devotionals, Anne Smith’s Journal, Dr. William Silkworth, Professor William James, Carl Jung, Lay therapist Richard Peabody, hospitalization, fellowship, the teachings of Rev. Samue M. Shoemaker who was called a cofounder of A.A. by Wilson, the 28 Oxford Group principles that impacted on A.A., and the all important element of witnessing–working with others–focusing on the newcomer.
Billy Snowden on March 11, 2011 at 4:20 pm
Great to see ALL the info here. I agree with Dick B., The Orange Papers should be read- I don’t agree with his conclusion- but they deserve to be here as much as Dick’s Jesus talk. Balance is sobriety, sanity. I will post some history for your site on the birth, 30 years ago, of the Big Book Step Study movement within A.A. That movement began a Fellowship wide return of AA groups to meetings solely focused on Big Book Recovery by adopting and following a disciplined group conscience: Oddly just like the original first AA meeting- The Borton group- in Cleveland. In 1981 AA meetings in New England were so far to the other extreme- no mention of God anymore, no prayers after wards,no mention of the Big book, it was all, ” Just don’t drink today and go to a meeting”. Big Book Step Study AA meetings turned out to be the antidote and balance to that weak AA message and group that dominated AA at the time.
Thanks for the website and your work.
Billy S. member, Hyannis Men’s Big Book Step Study Group.Dick B. on March 20, 2011 at 10:57 pm
And, Billy S., whoever you are, just what is the “Jesus talk?” Stick to the facts, and people will be blessed if and when you state and report them correctly. There is enough history to go around without obviously insulting remarks.
Herb H on September 16, 2011 at 12:57 am
Nothing so small that it cannot be seen nor so large that it cannot be encompassed and yet …that I can perceive, even dimly, the expanse of all “creation” it is not necessary for me to know anything more than that. That I exist somehow allows me to conceive a higher power that believes in me. God. That’s all I need to satisfy my AA program.
Richard G Burns on June 15, 2012 at 7:49 pm
Stopping by for a look-see. Because I know so many of the people named in the by-lines, I drop by this site occasionally. I also post occasionally. I cannot say I agree with every direction the site takes or every comment made. But that’s true for AA itself, for alcoholics, for churches, and for politicians. However, it’s always tough when ad hominem attacks and criticisms appear. And that’s pretty rare on this site. It’s rampant on a very few others that also purvey history.
When I see the finger pointing, I remember the two rules that are helpful.(1) Whenever one points a finger at someone else, there are three pointing back at him. (2) More directly applicable to an AA is Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount–which early AAs considered absolutely essential to their program. And, the words or gist of Matthew 7:1-5 appear with some frequency in early A.A. comments. The verses say:”Judge not, that you be not judged. For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you. And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye. Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me remove the speck from your eye’; and look, a plank is in your own eye? Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.”
For those who look at our history before they jump, just look at the Oxford Group expressions which crept into our Big Book and Steps. Mainly, look for the injunction that suggests: “What was our part.”
Pardon those of us who look to the Scriptures, as early AAs did. But when asked about the program, Dr. Bob’s usual response was “What does it say in the Good Book?”
God Bless, Dick B. http://www.dickb.com/goodbook.shtml.david diamond on December 25, 2013 at 4:35 pm
Such an amazing collection.
Thanks m’man…..I hope you and the family are well. I am with my wife and kids due to the miracle of sobriety.
Be well,
DavidAlthea Goodrich Anonymous on December 30, 2013 at 8:34 pm
Well, I might have liked this site until I followed the Big Book Videos link to the Plymouth House assisted videos where members who reveal their faces and first names break Tradition 11 – please review your content here and ask yourselves if the whole of AA may be being harmed by some of the content of this site.
Jacqueline Turner on March 13, 2014 at 7:26 pm
I appreciate the full contents of your history. I believe it shouldn’t be judged by any one but god!!!
Everyone has a right to there opinion imaginary or real as it my be, it is there opinion.Greg Wood on April 3, 2014 at 9:18 pm
Amazing resource. THANK YOU!
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